I have felt dissatisfied with my life for a while now. I feel a deep and almost consuming emptiness because I have spent the last months, possibly 1 year wishing and waiting and doing nothing.
I feel so much like an under-achiever because all I do is procrastinate and daydream... I have done nothing about my dreams. I do nothing about my work. I procrastinate until it all becomes irrelevant.
Today, the feeling was so strong. I took a couple of deep breaths and prayed about it but I realize that I AM THE GREATEST PROJECT I WOULD EVER WORK ON and NOTHING WORKS UNTIL I WORK IT and so today, August 1 2014, I have made the decision to create new habits and change my life one day at a time... one project at a time by the grace and help of God.
